Directions to Myself

An absolute stunner: frank, funny, self-aware, constantly surprising … One of the
most insightful representations I’ve read of what it feels like to be alive these days’
GEORGE SAUNDERS
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A memoir of finding where you are ­ so you know where you’re going
One day Heidi Julavits sees her son silhouetted by the sun and notices he is at the
threshold of what she calls ‘the end times of childhood.’ Who is my son becoming, she
asks herself – and what qualifies me to be his guide?
The next four years feel like uncharted waters. Rape allegations rock the university
campus where Julavits teaches, unleashing questions of justice and accountability,
education and prevention. Julavits begins to wonder how to prepare her son to be the
best possible citizen of the world he’s about to enter. And what she must learn about
herself to responsibly steer him.
Using the past and present as points of orientation, Directions to Myself examines the
minutiae of family life alongside knottier questions of politics and gender. Through it all,
Julavits discovers the beauty and the peril of telling stories as a way to locate ourselves
and help others find us.
‘The product of an awe­inspiring mind … The writing is a miracle of precision and
spirit, and Heidi Julavits is as darkly funny as John Cheever’ Rachel Kushner, author
of The Mars Room
‘Honest, blazing, and generous, Directions to Myself manages to be an essay about
everything by focusing intently on the basic human need of giving care to other
people’ Catherine Lacey, author of Biography of X